Monday, July 27, 2009

Get It Over With

I just want tomorrow to pass by as quickly as possible. I was looking forward to it but honestly not anymore. I am no longer confident in the decision that I am choosing to make but I must live with it. I tied up loose ends and I am now all alone. I lost it all. I'm just gonna get really fuckin trashed, go home and sleep. Or maybe just get really trashed and visit some old friends at Happy Endings.

I have a feeling tomorrow may be uncomfortable. Once again I am no longer confident. My partner in crime is going to Aruba with her boyfriend and wont be back until next week. This is gonna be a shitty ass week, alone.

Hurry and make it Wednesday already, I just want tomorrow to go by. All the excitement has gone blah because I feel like I'm the only person putting in effort. Fuck it and fuck it all.

I just wanna coil up in my bed and sleep.....forever.

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