I know I haven't updated in a while, but I promise to be more consistent. Life caught up and to be honest, I just got lazy. Let's take it from this past weekend:

Friday after work, I went for happy hour with Paula, Chris and Raquel. Because of Chris's situation with Princeton House and Brownstone Lane, we decided to take him for a few drinks. On the way home, I decided to stay in. I watched a movie on Netflix then went to bed. Chiara went to the Red Party for a little bit but came home early.

Saturday morning I had an appointment with Paula at the spa in Astoria. Her boyfriend got her a massage package for her birthday. I decided to meet up with her and while she was getting her massage, I decided to get a mani and pedi. By the time she was out, we called Rachel (comic book Rachel) to come meet us for brunch.

Rachel took us to this fantastic Italian spot in Astoria. It was called Il Bambino. I'll defiantly plan to go back soon.

After brunch, we went to Ricky's and did a little shopping then we all split off to head home. On the way home, Matty texts me. He asked me if I was hangin. I really wanted to see him. I told him I wanted to go home, relax, shower off then head out to Williamsburg where he lives. As I was getting ready, around 10:30ish, he told me he had friends over and told me to come over. Paula had text me and told me she was in the area with Rob. So I decided to meet with them for a bit then meet Matty later, as he was still doing his laundry.

I met with Paula and Rob at this rooftop spot called Juliet. It was nice. Right off of Bedford. I texted Matty to let him know I was around. So after one drink, we left Juliet and went to a place called Blackbird. They were playing the Smiths, that's what really drew us in.

Matty ended up coming with both his roomies and his friend from Louisiana. Because I had both set of friends on opposite sides of the bar, I was splitting myself to go back and forth. They found a table, so they didn't bother to come where we were standing by the bar. Whatever.

After a shot of Jameson and a Stella, we decided to walk around. I told Rob and Paula I was leaving. We walked down the block to get Pizza and found no happening spots. The girls wanted to leave and head back home. Matty and I didn't. So we exchanged goodbyes and Matty and I went to a bar around the corner.

I have to say, it was so nice to have him to myself. We were at the bar and I bought him two shots and beer. We both were a little tipsy, sharing laughs and the touchy feely playful jokes came into play. We left the bar around 3ish. Walked down the block with his arm over my shoulder. I had no idea where we were heading, but I had a clue that we'd go back to his place.

The 4 blocks to his house seemed so far, but I guess that's because we were having so much fun just laughing and pushing each other. We like, walked into Duane Reade. For no reason what so ever. It was so funny.

Anyways, before we got to his place, we picked up Coors Light at the corner deli. His roommates were totally knocked out. Matt and I play fought in the kitchen like we were two kids all the way to his room. When we got to his room, he just plotted straight into bed. We were play fighting a bit and got a little close. I was teasing him because he knew I was going to kiss him. He just didn't know when. He kept saying "Kiss me..." I wanted to hear him beg. When I gave in, it was SO OVER. I don't know what happened first. I do know, the lights were on the whole time.

I remember the past two times we hooked up, I wasn't prepared. So I never shaved. This time, I did. As soon as he touched me, he told "OK, this has to come off. I want to taste you right now." It all happened so fast. While he was in me, he told me I was tight. That's a good thing, I supposed. He's so gentle, every moan he kept asking if I was OK. When it was over, I felt so rude because I'm sure I totally knocked out. I woke up with Iggy at the foot of our bed and Matty hugging me.

I missed it so much. Just....him. He's only my friend obviously but I love how he just takes care of me. I was thinking about last night when I woke up and I remember him telling me "Please don't hurt me Mary. I like you a lot. Do you like me???" I hope those were drunk words. But it felt good to know he said it.

I must have used the bathroom like 3 times that morning. I wrapped myself in his towel and joined him in bed. He kept kissing my head and hugging me. When he got up, my hangover totally kicked in. My head was pounding. Matty started drinking a beer, his roomies were up already and they wanted to go to the beach. Matty brought me water and pills. He kept coming in the room to check up on me. The whole time, Iggy was on me. So adorable, his poodle.

Matt convinced me to go to Coney Island with everyone. I felt better once I put my clothes on and did my hair. My makeup still was on, so I was OK. I grabbed an iced coffee at the deli and we headed out. Took the Q train to the last stop.

It was so nice out. Matt looked super hot when he was wet and came out the water to sit next to me. It was a great afternoon, well spent and I'm super glad I went out with them.

Long story short, we stayed there for a bit then headed out to leave. We all lost each other on the way back. So I ended up taking the train myself. I couldn't even call them because my phone was dead! When I got home to charge my phone, I saw Matty left me text. He said "Hey Mary Mary, I'm so sorry! I missed the train with everyone in it and I thought you were with the group. I just found out you're not. Please don't be mad!" I love that he was so considerate. I called him right away to explain what happened and that I got home OK.

I may meet him tomorrow. He lent me $10 to pay for my Daquri. He told me I could get him next time, but by the time next time comes around, I'll forget. And I need to pay him back. I just feel like I do.

Overall, it was a great weekend. I wish I can have more nights like this with him. But I guess it makes it much more special being that its not. For now, I'll leave it be.

Back to work tomorrow, ugh. Time to get some rest, goodnight!