In the middle of last week, my impulsive nature decided that I should message Erik Aengel. In the message, I asked him if anyone told him that he looked like the lead singer, Wil Francis of Aiden.

I didn't really expect a response back from him, but I slightly had hope that he would. Of course he didn't but come last night I went to Necromantic. I was meeting Chiara there because she went with J.P to the Peter Murphy concert. As I walked in, I saw him...but with her. I told myself to leave it alone. Like, I wouldn't go after a guy who's still with a girl....but I can still, like look right?

As I walked in, the strangest thing happened, he smiled at me! Prior to me messaging him, we never spoke or anything. Only made eye contact. Ok, so this is a start. I settled in, said hi to everyone, waited for Chiara to come and blah, blah, blah.

So I'm like standing by the bar with Chiara, Michael and J.P. He comes up behind me and puts his arm on my back, saying "About that guy you messaged me on facebook...." So I explained how I thought he looked like him and he told me he had to google the name because he didn't know who he was. Maybe he didn't respond to my FB message because he wanted to "make an excuse" to speak to me in person? Either way, I'm like super glad he did.

Through out the night whenever I made eye contact with him, I smiled. This is start....right?

We stayed until closing. Me and Chiara cabbed it back home. In the cab I told Chiara what happened. She said he's a good looking guy but she had a chance to briefly work with him at the last bank. And she told me that he was still friends with his old ex girlfriend who was there and as she spoke to him she was like dominating him. Chiara says he's like a submissive guy, something she wouldn't want in a guy but maybe for others it wouldn't be an issue.

I'm not sure when I'll see him again, although he is pleasant to think about. I do hope to see him around. I feel like I'm in high school again, crushing hard on a teenage boy, ha.

Probably will be going with Chiara and Moreno to Coney Island later today. Then maybe Dark Bar? Will he be there?

Ok, no. I have to stop. One. Day. At. A. Time. One day at a time...