Melissa picked me up with Rel and his friend Irv Saturday night. As usual, we were all late. Rel's brother and a few other people were there as well. Including Bryan.

Flashback: Melissa and Rel have been always asking me to hang in the city with them. A few months ago, they tried to get me to hang out with Rel's good friend Bryan. We went to Slate's for a few drinks and pool. Very attractive looking guy. A lot of eye contact. After a few drinks and playing pool we went upstairs to the crowded dance floor. A couple of Martini's later, Bryan and I were dancing really close. We danced literally all night, eyes closed and all, that when the DJ announced it was the last dance we opened our eyes and saw that we were the only ones on the dance floor. No numbers were exchanged that night. We only added each other on Facebook and that was that.

Then seeing him....with his girlfriend. It was a little awkward but it's kinda like we both knew we had something for each other but no one iniciated anything. Davi, Annie and Nadia met us there before they went to Zara's birthday at Marquee. Lisa came with her boyfriend as well. Took lots of pictures then they drove me home.

Chiara came back from Boston last night, so I met her at an Irish pub for some drinks. Cute Irish bartender gave us the last drink on the house. After a couple of Jack & coke and Irish coffee, we stumbled into 7-11 and got white castle burgers and chocolate. We walked home eating this, laughing and talking. Good company is so key and I'm grateful to have Chiara there.

So it's dawned on me that my bday is on the 24th as well. Brian, asked if he can see me even if its just a little that day. I'm trying to remain balanced with how I feel, but he's getting too....soft.

After many discussions with my friends, I've come to realize that when I meet the right person I will know. I will not question anything and will want to move forward. It will be exciting and fun. But I don't feel this way with Brian :/

I exchanged numbers with Milton off of OKC a couple weeks back and he texted me telling me my pic's look nice. He seems to be a little more exciting. We plan to meet up soon, but for now we're just chit-chatting.

After I get paid this week, I'm going to start going back on random date and continue where I left off. Speaking of this weekend, it's Resh's bday in Long Island and I have nothing to get her. I still have to get Melly her accessories.

SO much to do. So little money. So little time.